This is my letter to You Lord. Since my hands can barely write right now I have come to the keyboard in hopes to start truly following you again. It's beeen a while since I journaled and I think we both know where I'm at spiritually speaking. I have been struggling and that's a fact but I know You are who You say you are no matter what my eyes may see and I know You do what You say will do because You are faithful. You are real. You are the One true thing. The One that never changes. And although my eyes have been looking every which way but You I am here now and I still believe. Lead me in the way everlasting, and help me to love You better Father.